k, even though nobody reads my blog

i'm going to post...

this is a poem i wrote, instead of doing an actual post
it kinda just came to me
because i've been doing a lot of thinking lately.


Me

falling back to the world
slipping once again
i don't know how i got here
into these troubles i let in

i never should of let go
of the one who held me up
i never should of given in
to the world that gave me no luck

a desire for him is more than i can stand
i don't know how to go back
how do i seek him
when he knows what i lack?

my heart is so lost
my mind is too
my soul is all i have
and it doesn't know what to do

i don't even know who i am
but i know i'm not who i want to be
i'm afraid of living
i'm afraid of me

i'm searching for a way out
calling to him for peace
but i haven't heard a reply
and i've waited for weeks.

i can't help but wonder
has he let me go?
has he forgotten?
how am i to know?

i miss my God
i want to find him
before i get so lost
my heart's fire has gone dim

how do i go back
how do i become free
how do i let the world go
how do i be me?

<3 Misty